Stressed
June 1st, 2003well today is kinda strange. i have soo much work to do for finals which is kinda streesing me out, but i dont like to get myself stressed so i try not to think about it. i keep thinking about kyle. ive liked him for soo long and we finally hooked up and i thought he liked me but it doesnt really seem like it. i just wish he would ask me out, but i keep trying to tell myself that it won;t happen and i really want to stop thinking about him because there are soo many other guys i could be interested in. it just sucks when you really like someone that. i should be glad school will be over in about ten days, but im not. its weird that when im in school i just hate it and want it to end, but now that i think about it, im sad that this year went by so fast, i guess mostly because i wont get to see a lot of people over the summer. i mean you always say ya we’ll hang out over the summer but you never do except with your closest friends which are starting to bug me. they just ramble on and complain about such stupid stuff, and little things that dont matter. i guess thats every girl for you, but im totally not like that. and im glad i dont get upset over stupid things that wont matter in a month like they do, its such a waste of energy. im getting kinda tired and totally blew off my essay thats due tomorrow so im going to try to get some sleep…*erica*